A new year and new decade both begin in 2 days! It's crazy to look at even this year and all that's happened, let alone an entire decade!
I'll be ringing in the new year/decade with a boyfriend. AJ finally decided to be the boyfriend. I gave him a choice of either be committed 100% or I'll start dating other people because I want a relationship. I gave him until the 18th to decide. I figured that'd be a good day because if he didn't want to, I'd be down and sad anyway since it was my last day with my kids at Sorenson.
He opened the door with flowers as a cute surprise and I said he was the best semi-boyfriend ever. He said he wanted to drop the semi thing :)
I feel bad at times though because I feel like I forced it on him. In a way I did because I said I would date other boys. Sometimes it feels like he's not fully into it like I am. I know he likes me, but sometimes it just seems like he just isn't all there. Like I'm the back-up or that year chasing me wasn't really worth it or it got old so he doesn't see me the same.
Hopefully none are the case because he is so amazing and makes me super happy.
Tomorrow is my very last day at the Sorenson Center. My kids are gone and I cried so much. Mostly for Thalia. That little girl owns my heart. I love her so much. I hope she does well with life. She had cancer when she was 5 and is such an amazing girl.
I graduated college. I need a grown up job. I need to make cupcakes. Bye
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
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