This is my problem lately....

And to be honest
The only reason I want you back right now is because I'm lonely everyday.
And to be honest
If I had someone else, I'd never really think of you.
And to be honest
I see you happy with someone else
And I honestly want you to be miserable too.

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He’s there

He’s just right there

Why isn’t he mine

Why can’t it be right

What if I were different

What would I change about myself

Maybe if I was shorter

Maybe if my hair was blonde

I’d only wear dresses

I’d put my heels on

Day after day I’d powder my nose

Night after night I’d take off my pearls

Would he be right here with me

Would he be right here

He’d stay there

Just right there

I am short, fat and not so proud of that....

I miss my best friend immensely. She couldn't be farther away it feels like.
Today I got a text from her saying that she's homesick. I don't blame her; I'm Heather sick. I've always known it's important to keep best friends in your life. I feel really fortunate to have the ones I've kept for so long. 15 years and 10 years (soon). The problem with being a best friend though, you don't always know how to solve a problem. You can only do so much for them until you've run out of ideas. Short of getting on a plane to D.C., I know Heather will just be lonely the moment I leave. She might even feel worse because she'll miss her home. Nobody told her it would be easy, but I don't think she knew it'd be this hard also.

Outside of that, things have been splendid. I like boys. I like my scooter. I think I actually like my scooter more than boys haha. The rally was remarkable and I had the best weekend of my life at it with great people that took me and made me feel like we had been friends for years. I've never felt so welcome in my life! It's amazing to have a 25-35 people come together with nothing in common except for their love of scooters and get along so well. I don't recall meeting or talking to one person that I didn't like. One boy named Skylar made me apart of the last thing in the rally which made me feel really great. Everyone else was onlookers and I got to take part of it. I hope these friendships last a while.

I need to get to D.C. ASAP! Back to work!

I wanna be a billionaire - so fucking bad

This will make everyone smile.

June 19th

What is it that makes people think about what they'll never have instead of the great things they do?

I'm Harry Houdini! Ima chew through the cuffs!

So hello blogspot.com,

Where ya been? Oh, just on my computer. 

The past week has been super busy. Scooters and stuff. Woo! 

We (me and a bunch of other people that own scooters) went on a ride last week. It was so amazing being around a ton of people that had nothing in common except the love of scooters. 

We drove our scooters for a total of 3 hours. All around Salt Lake. 

Of course I stalled at the top of 13th and 13th heading east, but really, I'm surprised only a few of us stalled. 

I love my scooter. It makes me happy.

Here's the crew minus the dude on the end.

Inanimate objects that make me happy...

My vespa
Rubik's Cubes